For those of you who read my other blogs this is essentially a repeat of what I have written on the others, so apologies to those of you who have already read this or something similar.
My trip to New Zealand was difficult and seeing my Mum suffering with Alzheimer's and my Dad and sister also suffering with the ramifications this brings was extremely tough and to leave them was heartbreaking. I feel so very torn and scared, it has been a difficult time. I miss them all so very much as well as the beautiful country New Zealand is.
On reflection though I need the distraction the dolls bring, whether through creative play, or making things and so for the time being at least will continue to blog until I really know what I want to do.
Sometimes it is all too easy to make rash decisions that you might regret. I didn't miss the dolls while I was away and it was almost a chore to actually make the effort to take photos so I could do some posts with them when I returned that it got me thinking WHY do I have them? WHY do I blog? So yes at times I feel like getting rid of the lot and just keeping Henry and a core group of three or four, ....but....and it is a BIG BUT....in reality I just don't think I can really do this - at least not at this stage. Henry and I have met so many fabulous people through the Sasha hobby and I don't think I could give that up lightly. Plus I would imagine Henry would have something to say about it anyway!
I have been trying to think of ways to re-kindle my excitement, wonder and enjoyment with my dolls, and have come up with several ideas. I thought I would do some posts featuring different themes although what those themes will be yet I am not sure... If anyone would like to see something specific, or know a bit more about a particular Sasha or Gregor of mine, then please feel free to comment and let me know. They can be seen on 'The Girls' or 'The Boys' pages above.
My trip to New Zealand was difficult and seeing my Mum suffering with Alzheimer's and my Dad and sister also suffering with the ramifications this brings was extremely tough and to leave them was heartbreaking. I feel so very torn and scared, it has been a difficult time. I miss them all so very much as well as the beautiful country New Zealand is.
On reflection though I need the distraction the dolls bring, whether through creative play, or making things and so for the time being at least will continue to blog until I really know what I want to do.
Sometimes it is all too easy to make rash decisions that you might regret. I didn't miss the dolls while I was away and it was almost a chore to actually make the effort to take photos so I could do some posts with them when I returned that it got me thinking WHY do I have them? WHY do I blog? So yes at times I feel like getting rid of the lot and just keeping Henry and a core group of three or four, ....but....and it is a BIG BUT....in reality I just don't think I can really do this - at least not at this stage. Henry and I have met so many fabulous people through the Sasha hobby and I don't think I could give that up lightly. Plus I would imagine Henry would have something to say about it anyway!
I have been trying to think of ways to re-kindle my excitement, wonder and enjoyment with my dolls, and have come up with several ideas. I thought I would do some posts featuring different themes although what those themes will be yet I am not sure... If anyone would like to see something specific, or know a bit more about a particular Sasha or Gregor of mine, then please feel free to comment and let me know. They can be seen on 'The Girls' or 'The Boys' pages above.
Thank you to those who took the time to leave a comment or message me - it was very much appreciated and encouraging to know that others are sharing my enjoyment of Henry and the rest of my Sasha family.. There are still some lovely people out there!
I was going to put this blog onto subscription only, but it seems there are more people reading and enjoying it than I realised, so will leave it as it is, hopefully easily accessible to all.
I was going to put this blog onto subscription only, but it seems there are more people reading and enjoying it than I realised, so will leave it as it is, hopefully easily accessible to all.
Hi Lorraine, I would love to know more about Emily your 60's ponytail girl. She has such a sweet face and rarely features on your blog, maybe you could do a blog post on each of your girls and boys and by doing so it may bring back the joy of collecting them.
ReplyDeleteHi Michelle, thank you for your suggestion. Emily used to feature a bit early on, and you are right she has rarely featured for ages now...I think in part due to her stringing going, but before I went away she was restrung and can stand and pose beautifully now. It is actually funny you mention her as today when I was looking at the dolls she was standing there looking at me and I gave her a smile!
DeleteHi Lorraine, I've blogged about the collecting/blogging thing - your posts gave me a lot of food for thought.
ReplyDeleteVery well written post DollMum, thank you - so much more succinctly put than I managed!
DeleteThank you - that post has been brewing for ages, it was good to write it down at last.
DeleteI'm glad you have been feeling able to continue for the time being at least with your post. Thank you for allowing us to see it. If you have just left your family on the other side of the world and your mother has Alzheimers then it is no wonder you're feeling confused about things.The photos of all the boys and girls are lovely. I have yet to hold or see a no philtrum close up, that is a future wish. I have loved these dolls all my life but apart from a reroot who was sort of named for me, I just cannot name my dolls anything other than Sasha or Gregor. Why is that do you think? Vivienne
ReplyDeleteHi Vivienne, thank you for your kind comment. Glad you enjoy looking at the photos. I hope that you get your wish some day! I don't know why some people can't seem to name them (or don't), it is quite an interesting question actually - I name everything, I always have...even as a teenager when I had a collection of cacti, they had names!
DeleteHi Lorraine! Thank you for sharing your experiences and I am truly sorry for your Mother's illness and how it is affecting you and your family. I think it is very natural to look at your life and how you spend your time when our loved ones are suffering. I understand.
ReplyDeleteI appreciate you and your friendship. You have helped me so much over the years by sharing yourself, your love of dolls and beautiful outdoor images. You have taken me to many special places in the world that I am not likely to see otherwise. Thank you for your time and your friendship. :) xxx.
p.s. I too would love to see your lbeautiful girls, Emily and Meredith. :) xxx
Thank you Ginger for your kind words.
DeleteIt seems Emily is in demand! Meredith too will be delighted to have a feature post I am sure.
Hi Lorraine,
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad you have had a think and reconsidered your decision on your blog. I for one thoroughly enjoy your blog and love the pictures from near and far away. It's totally understandable that you are feeling the way you are at the moment with your Mum being ill. Alzeimhers is a very cruel illness for those who have it and, for those who are left looking after and watching the person with it.
Hang in there Lorraine, and hopefully these wonderful dolls and the wonderful people we meet through them will bring some happiness and joy back into your life.
Thinking of you,
Susan xxxx
Thank you Susan it is difficult, and it brings things into perspective unlike anything else I think.
DeleteI am sure at some stage the dolls will bring joy again...
I'm happy to hear that you will be continuing to blog after all, Lorraine. I would miss seeing your lovely posts and keeping up with you, Henry, Rory, and the rest of the Tyler Sasha bunch!
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